I'm not disgusted with the act I'm just disturbed by the fact that you felt the need to lead a life from which you could never come back I would never presume to judge I would never assume your motivation but my empathy runs rampant when I see you in this situation sweet pawn in a shady business is it what you really want to do? get paid to get laid on film and there's a million more like you I'm not disgusted with the act I'm just disturbed by the fact that you felt the need to lead a life from which you could never come back What the hell has happened here? Why the hell did you fall from the glorious pedestal of teenage daydream perfection? Where is the girl that I used to know?